Forget December

On Christmas morning, outside was pouring
All was hopeless in this home
And no one was speaking; no one creeping
to see if she was on the phone

And you were quiet, this routine riot
was all but practical to me
and if we see it, why can't we beat it
can we let each other be?

Forget December, it won't be better
Than I remember it before
and this month only, will be so lonely
and not so homely anymore

New Years Eve came, but nothing had changed
all the problems just got worse
we sat in silence, no routine science
could heal the sickness we rehearse

And if I'm talking, my words are mocking
the deaf ears they have fallen on
These words are tainted, with years of jaded
Innocence that's all but gone

Forget December, it won't be better
than I remember it before
and this month only, will be so lonely
and not so homey anymore


On Christmas morning, outside was pouring
all was hopeless in this home

You know, sometimes I wish I could just burst into tears.
Just hot tears of sorrow or frustration or pain. Without people asking me whats wrong or calling me dramatic. Because I don't have the slightest idea what is wrong.
I wish I did. I wish I could be happy again, but I can't.
People are getting mad at me, but honestly, I couldn't give a crap because I can't exactly help it.
I just want it to go away. I want to rip apart my chest until I find that little glitch that is making
me want to be anywhere but here. Anywhere but with these people.
I was seriously considering moving back with my dad the other day. He's family, he's forever. There's no strings attached with him. Maybe he'd actually want me, but I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't.
No one ever has and no one probably ever will.
I'll never be good enough for anyone I care about or anything I attempt.
I'm just one big mistake.

Oh Glory!

Ahh!
X{LR}:8 was beyond amazing!
Everyone is so awesome and I am just in love with each and every one of them and I feel so honoured to call them brothers and sisters in Christ.
I met Vangi (Evangeline... man I love that name) Wagner and it was one the most wonderous days of my being.
She is just so amazing and spiritually invigorating. I can't even begin to describe her. I can tell her ANYTHING and we became friends faster than I have with anyone before.
I miss her like crazy, but I'm so stoked to see her again at SYC in 2 weeks.

In OTHER news, the spirituality there was amazing. So many things were made crystal clear for me. My prayer journal nearly went into cardiac arrest with how much I was using it. It's just amazing.
I can't even begin to explain; I wish I could.

I just feel so blessed right now.
Grace!!!

Redeption/Glass Eye/Two Sides of the Same Coin

I found three old poems that I had forgotten even existed.
I'm pretty proud of the passion my writing had back then (around March-ish)
and I kind of wish I could just find that again.

-So your legs tremble.
You’ve found a conductor
A leaning post that wont talk back.
A electric jolt that surges through you
tingles to your toes
but doesn’t stop there.

-And so your lungs burn.
With every unsaid word
and every raw, uncut prayer.
So very coarse and unprocessed are the murmurs
so oafish and perfect
in all their simplicity; in all their mayhem

-And so your companions scatter.
Followers gather
and devotions brace.
And you’re searching for a stronghold
you’re seething from the inside
from the inside outward into the fire of a false soul.

-Yeah, so you’re scared.
Your everything burns with expectation and doubt
for what is and isn’t and will never be.
Well it’s more than all of that, sweetheart.
Stop running away and start charging head on
and don’t stop there.

-Okay, so you’re doubting yourself.
All you’re really doing is doubting him
and denying everything you’ve been taught.
Who is it really hurting
you could just jump out or quit
or quit monopolizing the simple stuff.

So here’s the thing.
You’re not fooling anyone-
yeah, it’s horrendously terrifying.
Yet you know it’s so painfully wonderful
wonderful and grueling
and yet isn’t that the point
nothing easy is ever worth it.

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You’re a glass eye, glazed
staring, sneering, peering at me
with a cold, dark wonderment.
and I am bewildered, I am held back.
I am aching to pull towards you
an imperceptible force draws me into your territory.
I am beaten, I am battered and I am choosing to be this way.
I have been given the chance to pull away, to set apart.
But I don’t. I hold on and I hold out.
I connive and I am not victimized.
I pursue and I plead, for your guise to be ridden with flaws.
A pretext, an excuse to turn away from you.
I bawl and I bellow and I ask in vain why I find you worth it.
Why are you the one I feel the necessity to catch a glimpse of?
Why can’t I perceive or dream of anything besides your face?
Why do you have this unrelenting and unyielding hold on me?
And last of all, why are neither of us willing to let go.

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No, I never did say it was worth it.
I said a lot of things; that I needed you, that you were my other half.
No, we never did say it would last forever.
We hooked pinkies and promised it was for life.
Okay, so I admit it, there was always that sneaking suspicion,
that either you or I would find something better. Something worth it.
No, we never did truly thank each other.
For the hours of condolences through a telephone wire.
And no, we never did actually apologize.
For the tear stains left on the shoulders of sweaters.
But you know what the things is about stuff like that?
I don’t think you have to.
You shouldn’t have to.
You don’t want to.
The distinction between forever and two months is insignificant.
So you leave it unspoken.
And yeah, maybe it ends.
But that just means it was real.

24 Story Love Affair

When I met you, you told me,
to forget you, you're way out of my league.
But if happened,
a breakthrough,
disaster was ready to be unleashed.
Look out, look out, look out, look out I'm crashing.
Look out, look out, look out two worlds collide again.

I know the end is coming.
So scared of heights it's numbing.
A 24 story love affair;
With me down here and you up there.

I know it's all but over,
I wish the last kiss would have lasted longer.
A 24 story love affair;
With me down here and you up there.

Tower above me,
started climbing and never thought it through.
You warned me, should have listened,
Now I'm sorry that I ever met you too.

The Everglow

Deep inside we both know it, everything's hanging on this moment.

Breathe Deep

I am a lesson you've learned
I am a hope that is free
Give yourself to me.

I am all that you love
But just like the daughters of Eve
You like bitter fruit from forbidden trees.

And don't be scared
I'm only trying to help you;
It's easy to get cut down to size
When you're see through

Uninspired - I'm safely out of range
Of all the games that you play.
And I'm so tired of everything you say
I'm not something you ate.

I am the truth that you hate
I am the weapon of choice
And I choose to use my voice
I'm like a failed disease
I sneak inside and then leave
If feeling pitiful and weak underneath

Don't feel scared
This will only hurt a little
Did you expect me to be soft?

Uninspired - I'm safely out of range
Of all the games that you play
And I am so tired
Of everything you say

bestfriends!

Good Golly [Miss Molly] (sleepsleep) says:
i don't want that to happen
Good Golly [Miss Molly] (sleepsleep) says:
unless it makes him realize hes in love with you and leads to the wedding arch and babies
Good Golly [Miss Molly] (sleepsleep) says:
in that case, give'r
Michelle- That thing when right or wrong is beneath you says:
lol thats kind of what i was saying mold
Michelle- That thing when right or wrong is beneath you says:
out of the friend zone
Michelle- That thing when right or wrong is beneath you says:
mols*
Michelle- That thing when right or wrong is beneath you says:
youre not mold at all
Good Golly [Miss Molly] (sleepsleep) says:
you called me mold!
Michelle- That thing when right or wrong is beneath you says:
lol
Michelle- That thing when right or wrong is beneath you says:
sorry
.:Chris:. -||- .Si vis pacem, para bellum. -||- says:
Mouldy Molly?
.:Chris:. -||- .Si vis pacem, para bellum. -||- says:
That's mean spirited.

I've Just Seen A Face

This song has been in my head all day, so I thought I should blog it.
... Oh The Beatles; can't wait for Across Tee Universe, but this song also reminds me of
Caitlyn... probably because she was always singing it.

I've just seen a face,
I can't forget the time or place
Where we just met
She's just the girl for me
And I want all the world to see
We've met (mm mm mm mmm)

Had it been another day
I might have looked the other way
And I'd have never been aware.
But as it is I'll dream of her
Tonight (di di di da da di)

Falling, yes I am falling,
And she keeps calling
Me back again.

I have never known
The like of this, I've been alone
And I have missed things
And kept out of sight
But other girls were never quite
Like this (mm mm mm mmm)

Falling, yes I am falling,
And she keeps calling
Me back again.
Falling, yes I am falling,
And she keeps calling
Me back again.

I've just seen a face,
I can't forget the time or place
Where we just met.
She's just the girl for me
And I want all the world to see
We've met

Falling, yes I am falling,
And she keeps calling
Me back again.
Oh, falling, yes I am falling,
And she keeps calling
Me back again.

No worse for wear

"She studied her sister in amazement. She was bobbing her head around to some dumb song coming through her earphones.
Different people are good at different things, she mused. She was good at writing thank-you notes, for instance, and her sister was good at being happy."

That's what you get

No sir
Well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn to take a seat
We're settling the final score

And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why... all the possibilities
Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win

I wonder
How am I supposed to feel when you're not here?
'Cause I've burned every bridge I ever built
When you were here

I still try
Holding on to silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities
I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win

Hey, make your way to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start

Why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this

Grace

Okay.
So I get it.
Life sucks.
But I don't see how that's our fault.
And honestly, you can't blame anyone... because in the end everything that's happening
is of your own doing. If you make a mistake and things unravel... then it's the proper order of things... if you get negatively punished for things that you KNEW had that sort of consequence... you have no one to blame but yourself.
You'll always have God's grace... live with the consequences of your actions, and don't place anything in the hands of others, because you triggered your own undoing.

Kelloggs 6:6 - Read the bible and interpret it to benefit you

Maybe it's just me, but normally God's word isn't open for selective interpretation to suit your needs.

Michelle - That thing when right or wrong is beneath you says:
hey molly, do you think when god says don't murder, what he's really saying is wait awhile and i wont be mad? or when he says premarital sex is bad, that he wont be mad if i do everything but sex until i finally give in? because i mean i waited a long time
Mollay To sink for your sins, lest grace be the wind says:
well Michelle, i think God is a pretty laid back guy everything he says is pretty open for interpretation... so whatever you feel at the time, he'll probably be cool with.



We're so funny.

Srsly though, grow a brain.

I miss Caitlyn Spence.
I miss having a big sister.

Standing in the way

And I'm the reason that you're standing still.

Let The Flames Begin

What a shame we all became such fragile broken things
A memory remains, just a tiny spark
I give it all my oxygen, to let the flames begin
So let the flames begin

Oh glory
Oh glory

This is how we'll dance when
When they try to take us down
This is what we'll be
Oh glory

Somewhere weakness is our strength, and I'll die searching for it
I can't let myself regret such selfishness
My pain and all the trouble caused, no matter how long
I believe that there's hope

Buried beneath it all and
Hiding beneath it all and
Growing beneath it all and...

This is how we'll dance when
When they try to take us down
This is how we'll sing

This is how we'll stand when
When they burn our houses down
This is what will be
Oh glory

Reaching as I sink down into light
To light

LOVE

Found these conversations with friends that make me love life.

MiCHelle says:
so i'm going to make it my personal mission in life to find out if he likes u
MiCHelle says:
my plan has a part system
MiCHelle says:
part a. start talking to him after 2 years of awkward silence
MiCHelle says:
part b. somehow make him trust me (shouldn't be too hard everyone else does)
MOLLY <> says:
HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAH (please don't let him like me!)
MiCHelle says:
part c. casually mention past crushes (strategically leaving my name out)
MiCHelle says:
part d. mention that he seems to like the little girls
MiCHelle says:
part e. and by little i mean young
MiCHelle says:
part f. and also short
MiCHelle says:
part g. equals molly
MiCHelle says:
I'll brb, laugh about that one for awhile

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Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
don't make me make an irresistible puppy dog face
$uper[ben] says:
do your worst
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
I'm braiding my hair
$uper[ben] says:
lol
$uper[ben] says:
ok
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
besides
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
you can't see me
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
so my puppy dog face would be put to waste
$uper[ben] says:
it'd still be funny
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
i could just say i did it
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
but actually do nothing at all
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
it's my strongest move
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
I'm not going to waste it
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
it'll take all my energy
$uper[ben] says:
well then
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
I'm like a Pokemon or something
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
...i stayed home Saturday and watched pokemon, okay?
$uper[ben] says:
whys that?
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
i needed a day of rest
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
and there was nothing else on
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
except a pokemon marathon
$uper[ben] says:
someones a little defensive
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
i actually got a little into it
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
besides the fighting, there's a sizzling subplot
$uper[ben] says:
i used to watch it
$uper[ben] says:
but then they kept adding stuff
$uper[ben] says:
i liked my pokemon better when there was 151
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
i remember when EVERYONE had pokemon cards
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
and my friends and i didn't get into it
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
except i found this bat one on the playground
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
and Lennie was gonna pay me to give it to him
$uper[ben] says:
zubat??
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
sure...
$uper[ben] says:
or possibly golbat
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
...wow Ben

[LATER]

Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
he was a black bat
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
zubat is blue
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
...that did not just come out of my mouth
$uper[ben] says:
dun dun dunnn

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Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
CAITLYN
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
MAKE ME STOP FALLING IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND
Caitlyn.. it is in dying that we are born to eternal life says:
Molly
Caitlyn.. it is in dying that we are born to eternal life says:
It'll never work between us
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Molly... When sundown pales the sky, I want to hide away behind your smile. says:
Sorry Caitlyn,
you're not my type.
Caitlyn.. it is in dying that we are born to eternal life says:
wait, no
Caitlyn.. it is in dying that we are born to eternal life says:
I'M doing the turning down here

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Caitlyn.. the chemistry between us could destroy this place says:
I wish I had more nachos
#21 Molly -|- I wanna be your last first kiss -|- says:
i wish i had nachos at all
.:Chris:. -||-.The only difference between fiction and reality is that fiction has to make sense.-||- says:
I wish I had a puppy. A puppy that would respond to thoughts.
#21 Molly -|- I wanna be your last first kiss -|- says:
a talking puppy?
.:Chris:. -||-.The only difference between fiction and reality is that fiction has to make sense.-||- says:
No, because then the puppy would divulge my thoughts.
.:Chris:. -||-.The only difference between fiction and reality is that fiction has to make sense.-||- says:
....More like a Mind-Controlled puppy
.:Chris:. -||-.The only difference between fiction and reality is that fiction has to make sense.-||- says:
Like being all "That person said I look fat" and having the puppy pee on their shoe.

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Molly -|-A cynic is one who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing-|- says:
i had to sign a bunch of forms saying my prom date wouldn't trash stuff or bring drugs or alcohol or beat up people or kick puppies
Molly -|-A cynic is one who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing-|- says:
and if you do they, like, kick me out of school or something
# 34 | T- Paquette - Coming Back To NCS - says:
lol
# 34 | T- Paquette - Coming Back To NCS - says:
kick puppies
# 34 | T- Paquette - Coming Back To NCS - says:
well you might be getting kicked out of nd cuz all i do is kick puppies
Molly -|-A cynic is one who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing-|- says:
thats what worried me
your puppy kicking addiction
# 34 | T- Paquette - Coming Back To NCS - says:
lol
# 34 | T- Paquette - Coming Back To NCS - says:
its hard to kick
Molly -|-A cynic is one who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing-|- says:
Tyler, the first step is admitting you have a problem
Molly -|-A cynic is one who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing-|- says:
hahahahahah
# 34 | T- Paquette - Coming Back To NCS - says:
lol
# 34 | T- Paquette - Coming Back To NCS - says:
i have to go to PKA
# 34 | T- Paquette - Coming Back To NCS - says:
puppy kickers anonymous

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[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
I need a riiiide
Morin says:
again
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
my caitlyn-ride went to carlye's
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
wanna fight punk??
Morin says:
ok
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
i could take you
Morin says:
lol
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
im built, clearly
Morin says:
built ford tough?
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
YESSSS
Morin says:
lol
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
Id ask shawn for a ride
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
but im scared to call him
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
its one of my top 5 fears
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
"talk to shawn on the phone"
Morin says:
lololol
Morin says:
call danae
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
shes sick
Morin says:
she would be
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
no...
she is... be
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
wanna use your ride getting capabilities to get me a ride
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
wanna wanna wanna?
Morin says:
maybe the perrys will give you a ride
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
I have a phone
but Im scared to call people past.. like... 5
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
i'll just wait for daryl to pop up
Morin says:
lol
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
and ask him to ask
Morin says:
dave will pick you up just before 9
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
HOW DO YOU DO THAAAAT
Morin says:
cuz i am the man
[Molly] Close Your Eyes (PACKING) says:
clearly
Morin says:
everyone is always trying to stick it to me

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Molly Instinct of the Screaming Dimension says:
I have RAW on spring break
Sarah Grace: When you push on glass, it's bound to break. 22 Days says:
raw?
Sarah Grace: When you push on glass, it's bound to break. 22 Days says:
rats and walrus'
Sarah Grace: When you push on glass, it's bound to break. 22 Days says:
riots are weird
Sarah Grace: When you push on glass, it's bound to break. 22 Days says:
rain and water
Molly Instinct of the Screaming Dimension says:
its Ready And Willing.
Molly Instinct of the Screaming Dimension says:
hehehe
Sarah Grace: When you push on glass, it's bound to break. 22 Days says:
righteous and whicket..

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Molly+Michelle+Caitlyn+Tyler+Daryl+Deanna+Carlye ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
...but i don't care, because i love my friends more than anything and I will NOT let a boy ruin my deck party with them
Taryn :. 10days.2.5months .:. trust yourself and don't believe in any more lies .: says:
haha good!!!
Taryn :. 10days.2.5months .:. trust yourself and don't believe in any more lies .: says:
way to stay strong
Taryn :. 10days.2.5months .:. trust yourself and don't believe in any more lies .: says:
... lol
Molly+Michelle+Caitlyn+Tyler+Daryl+Deanna+Carlye ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
strong like a... llama
Molly+Michelle+Caitlyn+Tyler+Daryl+Deanna+Carlye ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
i think they're strong
Taryn :. 10days.2.5months .:. trust yourself and don't believe in any more lies .: says:
peter signed on and didn't say anything to me and now hes away
Molly+Michelle+Caitlyn+Tyler+Daryl+Deanna+Carlye ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
or a... pack mule
Taryn :. 10days.2.5months .:. trust yourself and don't believe in any more lies .: says:
if that makes u feel better
Taryn :. 10days.2.5months .:. trust yourself and don't believe in any more lies .: says:
haha pack mules are strong
Molly+Michelle+Caitlyn+Tyler+Daryl+Deanna+Carlye ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
your sadness does not make me feel better
Molly+Michelle+Caitlyn+Tyler+Daryl+Deanna+Carlye ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
so im a pack mule
Molly+Michelle+Caitlyn+Tyler+Daryl+Deanna+Carlye ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
only prettier
Taryn :. 10days.2.5months .:. trust yourself and don't believe in any more lies .: says:
haha yes
Taryn :. 10days.2.5months .:. trust yourself and don't believe in any more lies .: says:
a lot prettier
Molly+Michelle+Caitlyn+Tyler+Daryl+Deanna+Carlye ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
and not.. an impotent crossbreed between a donkey and a horse
Molly+Michelle+Caitlyn+Tyler+Daryl+Deanna+Carlye ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
or is it a buffalo?

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keeley says:
anndddd arent you going to shawns
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
oui
keeley says:
at 6?
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
oui
keeley says:
it is 6
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
no!
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
its 5:59
keeley says:
pretty much 6
keeley says:
kay now its 6
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
DON'T USE SASS WITH ME TIANA
keeley says:
uhhhh
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
uhhhh
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
why arent you at shawns
keeley says:
because im at keeleys
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
why arent we hanging out
keeley says:
i need a shower
keeley says:
we would be
keeley says:
if i didnt have to be at shawns at 6
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
IM SO CONFUSED
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
ARE YOU GOING TO SHAWNS
keeley says:
7 would be more appropriate
keeley says:
i had hosanna till 5
keeley says:
HOW IS THAT ENOUGH TIME
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
you realize i know that
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
on account of i live with caitlyn
keeley says:
i know
keeley says:
im just reminding you
Molly+Jessy+Caitlyn ["Jesus, why are you dressed up like Darth Maul?"] says:
ARE YOU GOING TO SHAWNNNSSS
keeley[ says:
i cant now. ill be late
keeley says:
anddd im at keeleys

Headlights

You set your mind on cruise control; knuckles grip the wheel in fear to let it go.
Love is empty,love is cruel,love it blindly breaks the rules.
How could you have been a fool?
It's something all of us go through.
You choke back tears and swallow lies but those wiper blades won't fix you eyes,
count on having clouded vision for at least a little while.

Superheroes. Pt. 1

-|-Mollay-|- Your love's such a stretch for my faith says:
change of topic:
if you could have any superpower, what would it be?
Ben lets celebrate with some extra xylophone says:
industructable
Ben lets celebrate with some extra xylophone says:
like colossus from xmen
Ben lets celebrate with some extra xylophone says:
hes got a metal that he controls that forms all over his boday, like a suit
-|-Mollay-|- Your love's such a stretch for my faith says:
that's alright, I suppose.
-|-Mollay-|- Your love's such a stretch for my faith says:
I'd still choose telekinesis.
That way, I could cause bootfuls of mischief
Ben lets celebrate with some extra xylophone says:
ya, that would be fun
Ben lets celebrate with some extra xylophone says:
i was thinking that but i thought not
-|-Mollay-|- Your love's such a stretch for my faith says:
well, if we had the same superpower, it'd be lame anyhow.
Cause then how could we adequately fight crime?
Ben lets celebrate with some extra xylophone says:
with our brains
-|-Mollay-|- Your love's such a stretch for my faith says:
pfft
-|-Mollay-|- Your love's such a stretch for my faith says:
brains are only good for things like trigonometry
-|-Mollay-|- Your love's such a stretch for my faith says:
and who ever heard of a villain that took over the world with math problems?
Ben lets celebrate with some extra xylophone says:
you use your mind for telekinesis
-|-Mollay-|- Your love's such a stretch for my faith says:
yeah
but they'd be expecting that.
If we had separate superpowers, it'd be harder to foil us
Ben lets celebrate with some extra xylophone says:
ya
-|-Mollay-|- Your love's such a stretch for my faith says:
exactly.

Dismantle.Repair.

One last glance in a taxi cab
Images scar my mind
Four weeks felt like years
Since your full attention was all mine
The night was young and so were we
Talked about life, God, death, and your family
Didn't want any promises,
Just my undivided honesty

and you said
Oh, things are going to change now for the better
Oh, things are going to change
Oh, they're going to change

I am the patron saint of lost causes
A fraction of who I once believed {change}
It's only a matter of time
Opinions I would try and rewrite
If life had background music playing your song
I have got to be honest, I tried to escape you
But the orchestra plays on

and they sang
Oh, things are going to change now for the better
And oh, things are going to change

Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down {repair}
You dismantle me
You dismantle me

Give me time to prove
Prove I want the rest of yours {prelude}
Call this a prelude to a lifetime of you
It's not that I hang on every word
I hang myself on what you repeat
It's not that I keep hanging on
I'm never letting go

Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down {repair}
You dismantle me
You dismantle me

Save me from myself
Save me from myself
{Help me} Save me from myself
Save me from myself

Oh, things are going to change now for the better
And oh, things are going to change

Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down {repair}
You dismantle me
You dismantle me