Blackbird singing in the dead of night, take these broken wings and learn to fly

All your life you were only waiting for this moment to arrive


I haven't posted a real blog entry in a couple weeks and I figured that was pretty lame, so I've decided to change that.
In Wild Truth next week, the kids are writing Thank You letters to God. Then we take the letters home and pray for each and every one of those kids.
I don't see why this should only practiced by 30 kids between 5 and 12, so I'm going to do it right now as well. Shawn gave us a pretty sketchy talk last night about the difference between knowing Jesus and Jesus knowing us. So I figure... what better way to up my relationship with the big man?
It's pretty hard to write that kind of letter though. I mean, what do I say? Shawn said we often find it easier to confess to God than to our friends because their opinion of us matters more than God's. That may be true, but I still find it pretty intimidating to just strike up any old conversation with Him.
If someone's important enough to be spoken of in the objective and still be capitalized, I feel that I have every right to feel intimidated.
A whole mess of stuff is going down this weekend.
Vangi Wagner, Josh Mills and Jessica Walker are coming to Nanaimo for the weekend, and I'm more than a little stoked. Those three people are 3 of the most important people in my life right now. Plus, I guess it touches me a lot to know that I actually mean enough to them to travel over here for my fake-birthday. Also on the guest list are Michelle Latour, Carlye Morris, Tyler Paquette, Mike Anderson, Katelyn Bledsoe and Mary and Jessy Alexander.
It shall be a splendid event indeed.
Other things have to be accomplished as well; things that I am not so stoked about... but we'll see how it all pans out.
All in all though, I'm pretty excited.
I start Bootlegger on Sunday night. I'm really REALLY looking forward to that. I don't even know how to express it. I'm just thankful that they offered me the job before somewhere else did, because I was really hoping for this one.
So my weekend should be full of amazing memories and out of this world friends.

Molla out.


Well I don't know what I'm looking for
But I know that I just wanna look some more
And I won't be satisfied
'Till there's nothing left that I haven't tried

Dying Wish

Michelle says:
if she goes to your party i'll do it then
Michelle says:
i can accomplish 2 things at once
Michelle says:
3 actually
Michelle says:
1. get rid of this problem
Michelle says:
2. get rid of her, because she'd leave
Michelle says:
3. force ____ to show his true feelings for me by rushing to my side
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
and then you guys can smooch in the rain
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
thereby accomplishing 4 things
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
4. my dying wish
Michelle says:
undying*
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
no.
It is my last dying wish
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
like.. if i had cancer.
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
i don't
but if I did
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
most kids would want to go to disneyland
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
but no... when the miracle network came to MY door, I'd tell them what I wanted... and they'd HAVE to do it.
It's their job
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
I'm a genius!
Michelle says:
if it was your dying wish he'd defs do it
Molly And that's what you get when you let your heart win says:
I've got to find some chemical spills to roll around in so I can get a mutated cancerous gene

It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose, wherever it goes, I always know. You make me smile, please stay for awhile.. (SUCH good times 'Chelle)

So this post won't be too long, because I just got home from driving around with Michelle and Mike and I am dreadfully tired.
SYC was beyond fantastic.
I drew closer to so many people and have so many wonderful memories that I can barely handle it.
Probably the best part was cheering Michelle up with Tyler, and him telling her that they are like Romeo and Juliet ("You can NEVER leave me. If you do it'll be like Romeo and Juliet. You'll die, and then I'll kill myself, and you will wake up and then see me dead and kill yourself." "Uh... thanks?" "You are my JULIET! Deal with it.") and him telling her that if his future wife doesn't like Michelle, he's taking back the ring.
Those two people are pretty much beyond amazing that I really cannot even put it into words.
Vangi is, naturally, amazing... She just boggles my mind every single second and I'm not sure quite how to express that to her, or anyone.
Hanging out with Taylor Craig was definitely rad, although I'm thinking that playing Final Fantasy and using my sweater as a tent (so we were really just sitting under a coat) may have looked suspicious. I had some really rocking conversations with Josh Mills, and I pretty much just love Rebecca Grice to the ends of the earth.

That's all?

Oh yeah, and I fought Mike Anderson for shotgun tonight.
He laughed, then threatened to throw me somewhere, and then I proceeded to the backseat.

lovelove.

The Mols