everything's gonna be just fine

So I've been thinking a lot about the next few impending weeks. The first day of moms and tots is just winding down (I am currently sitting in the dining hall watching Chelle, Dan, Marci and Jess play Dutch blitz) and after that we have our last 2 weeks of holiday camps and one last vbs before I'm nanaimo-bound once more. Its bizarre to think that the summer is half over, and it truly feels like home here. Essentially, this place has been my home for over a month. It feels natural to get up on the weekends and go to jump off the pier or tan by the pool, and sitting in front of maple til the wee hours talking with Chelle. Last night as we were falling asleep, I related for the first time, my fears of returning to nanaimo to Chelle. How I'll revert back to the person I hate, or how being away from these people, I won't be able to survive on my own. Chelle told me that its always hard to leave, but that its not the kind of place you can stay forever... Its not real life.
Besides, next year will be around in no time... Chelle's coming back next year, I'll have another years experience... And we'll have a car if we ever need to escape into town... Oh yeah, I almost forgot... My dad got me a car! The idea of going home is intimidating, but I know it'll definitely be interesting.