Cause it'll change with the season and you'll be the reason why

I miss you.
I remember we used to sit down and talk about everything.
You wouldn't let me walk away until I told you EXACTLY what was wrong.
We haven't talked in MONTHS. I see you enough, and sometimes you even ask me how I am... but when my answer is merely "fine", you seem completely content with that answer, and go on your merry way. A year ago, 6 months ago, I never would have gotten away with that answer.
I've been hurting a lot lately, and I'm not going to convince myself that you just didn't notice. I've seen you notice, and sometimes that's even worse than you just not noticing me. The fact that you just choose to disregard me instead. We don't even know who you are anymore. You were like a father to me for 3 years of my life. You were that to so many people, but they seem to be all the people that mean nothing to you anymore.
Maybe one day I'll be able to tell you all this. But would you even hear me?