My So-Called Disappointment

I think that if they knew the last episode of My So-Called Life was going to be the last one, then during that pivotal moment where Brian Krakow admits to writing the beautiful love letter to Angela, it just should have ended in them sharing an epic cinematic kiss.
I mean, come on, she kissed Jordan when she thought he;d written it. They made out in the hallway before homeroom.
It's just not fair.
My love for you is eternal, Brian Krakow.



Dear Angela,

I know in the past I've caused you pain, and I'm sorry. And I'll always be sorry til the day I die. And I hate this pen I'm holding, because I should be holding you. And I hate this paper under my hand because it isn't you. I even hate this letter because it's not the whole truth. Because the whole truth is so much more than a letter can even say. If you wanna hate me, go ahead. If you wanna burn this letter, do it. You could burn the whole world down. You could tell me to go to hell. I'd go. If you wanted me to. And I'd send you a letter from there.

Sincerely,

Jordan Catalano