I want more than desperation, I want more than a lonely nation

I'm feeling a lot better currently.
I went out with Michelle and we talked... about everything. I'm so glad that she's up to talking about what's going on with everyone right now. She deals with things silently, I deal with them through talking them out, however, whenever I'm battling with something, no one wants to talk. I still have hours of "mom-related" talking to get out of my system from 3 years ago, but no one really wants to hear anything else on that subject.
I also talked to Chris about how we've been feeling about a variety of things and our feelings regarding life in general are startlingly similar. He also told me that I'm the bravest person he knows. That was a major shock, because I've always considered what he's gone through WAY more intense than my crap. It also meant a lot, because although I've been called brave 4327843725 times in the past few years, coming from him it meant so much more. He didn't mean it in a "aww, you're mom's dead, that sucks" kind of way, but in a genuine "I respect the way you approach life" kind of way. It was big.
We also talked about how I wish I had gum that was a multitude of meals, like in Willy Wonka.

.:Chris:. -||- .What to do, what to do.... -||- says:
I wouldn't. That sounds icky
Molly סלה Run where you'll be safe says:
and a dog as big as Clifford that i could ride places.
Molly סלה Run where you'll be safe says:
I was thinking of that today while i walked the dog
Molly סלה Run where you'll be safe says:
i glared and her and thought "you're useless to me as an commonplace transportation device"
Molly סלה Run where you'll be safe says:
or a dinosaur
Molly סלה Run where you'll be safe says:
he could do my bidding
Molly סלה Run where you'll be safe says:
cause his teeth would be sharp and he'd have ice-age-old rage to throw into SOMETHING extracurricular
.:Chris:. -||- .What to do, what to do.... -||- says:
Threaten to eat your bosses if they don't give you a raise
Molly סלה Run where you'll be safe says:
don't you mean threaten to make HIM eat my bosses?
Molly סלה Run where you'll be safe says:
humans are gamey