When will you say 'it's not so easy for me'

I miss my brother soooo much.
I miss talking to him and making fun of him
or visa versa.
I just want my brother back.

!*Zombie Jesus*!:	we only started going to church because I wanted to
Mahala-Sarah// T:	i thought you hated church
!*Zombie Jesus*!:	it was when i was 6 i didn't know anything i just wanted to go to church

Mahala-Sarah// T:	and i remember mom prayed with me
!*Zombie Jesus*!:	mom was religious.
Mahala-Sarah// T:	i know
!*Zombie Jesus*!:	It was your choice to accept God back into your life... But don't forget that it wasn't for dad you probably wouldn't have ever been doing or believing what you are now
Mahala-Sarah// T:	i know that
!*Zombie Jesus*!:	you may have a lot of anger towards him but he introduced you to an amazing family with the jobies
Mahala-Sarah// T:	TECHNICALLY that was aunty jean
Mahala-Sarah// T:	but i know that
Mahala-Sarah// T:	and dad brought me to nanaimo too
!*Zombie Jesus*!:	well technically it wouldn't have happened without the masons
!*Zombie Jesus*!:	mom, dad, you and I may all find our spirituality in different ways and at different times, but we will always be together even if we arent physically together