Hmm.
So it appears I've turned into Jessy.
I'm freaking uot about that interview
"did they like me?""did I say the right things?"
They gave me a ride home, so they got to
know me better, but I'm still iffy.
I mean, I haven't taken LIT or LIT2
but neither has Jessy, Tyler, Caitlyn, Mary or Carlye.
At least Carlye had XLR:8, which means she's basically a shoe-in
like Michelle and Mike were last year.
50 people applied from all over, and only 30 positions are available.
We hear back at the end of march.
Even if I don't get it, I'm going to volunteer.
I'm just worried how it would break Jessy's heart if she doesn't get in.
I'm sure she will though.
Def.


My dad's been away all weekend,
and I've decided I'm not going to let him do it again.
It's been such a hassle getting around this weekend.
I've gotten rides with Caitlyn or Shawn,
but I'm rideless to church today and I would've been stranded
in Harewood last night if it weren't for the Pikes.

I wanted to go to the spaghetti dinner so badly yesterday
but kids didn't start leaving till 4, and interviews didn't end until 6,
we left around 6:30 and by then it was pointless... aaand I was wearing
2 torn t-shirts, muddy jeans and soggy runners.
Yumm.

Despite it all, yesterday was amazing.
I mean, we've been waiting in anticipation for this day for
weeks. It was sooo great. I'm a total JYC n00b, but even I
know it went sooo well.
The kids were amazing, and it was so much fun having Mel, Jessi and Sam in
my group. Those kids are so awesome. All of them were,
and then there was that scary bit with the one kid.
I have never been so scared in my life. I'm so proud of how Taylor handled it.
She just came up to me and told me what was going on and we took him right to Shawn.
I cannot conceive how a little boy could want to end his life, but apparently we handled it well.
Plus, we pwned at all the games.
Can't wait til next year.
Church tiiiime<3