Light starts in a dark place, the story of a car chase

The following are things Caitlyn has told me to blog about.
The other night Caitlyn decided to make a quesadilla at 1am.
She told me to blog it.
My status on facebook is currently "Molly is suffering from CGS (christian girl syndrome) and needs medical attention ASAP"
Caitlyn responded with "A cute Christian doctor"
Molly: that would NOT solve my problem
Caitlyn: It would def solve it.

...then she told me to blog about it.






So last night I decided to stop feeling sorry for myself for pulling away from God and actually DO something about it.
So I sat outside on the trampoline with my ipod and prayed for awhile.... until the thunder and lightning started and I remembered the story Kellie told us about the guy who got struck by lightning listening to his ipod.
So I went inside.

Not gonna lie, I'm a little scared of what comes after all this.
I mean, I'm having a great life.
As I type this, I'm blaring the spill canvas with Caitlyn and Taylor Craig,
and making fun of Chlesea.
Good times are being had by all.
But what happens in september?
Caitlyn leaves, and I know Chelsea wants me to stay here, she's talked to me about it... but I don't know what I'm supposed to do, or where I'm wanted.
I just wish I had somewhere I knew I belonged.